nice day? long day.

woke up at 7 AM, wanted to wish umma good luck on her exam so ran downstairs to find her car still in the garage. turned out they were both sleeping in, and umma had to get up so i crawled into her spot and "deeng eul deeng eul" haha. got back into my bed and facebooked til 9 ish. uploaded some pics, and then Byron saw that erik had gone on the trip too. which was too bad, i don't think erik appreciated it either as he untagged. and byron just totally got the wrong idea. and now it's all over. what a bad way to end it. but it finally happened.

i don't really know how to feel.

I took a shower and got ready to head out to SF around 11ish, but that's when i ended up talking to Kyle briefly and was in a daze from going my separate way from Byron.

left at 12 to the fremont BART station, took forever to find parking, frustrating. Daly City is freakin far... arrived there at 1 PM, Christine took 15 min to get there. we went to find somewhere to eat, Pacific catch? Pluto's? Park Chow. pricey, don't know if it was worth the money. it was tasty but really small portions! i had this tiny lasagna crepe for 10 bucks, and a rasberry lemonade for 4.90. hmm. Chris told me about this guy JD that she's had a thing with since November, interesting. too bad they didn't work out. all we had time for was eating, then i had to head back (it was 2 pm by now). she dropped me off at powell, and i was so bummed that i was in one of my fave areas and not able to walk around (i dashed through nordstrom looking for a women's lounge) and then my BART got delayed, kicked off at San Leandro. didn't get back home til 4:30.

showed umma pics of Ecuador, she was distracted with studying though. didn't have as much fun telling her stories as with appa, cuz it didn't really seem like she was that interested. decided to watch the movie at 10 PM, so she went to class and I had dinner w/ halmuni.

Then piano. glorious, absolutely glorious. what an escape. my hands are out of shape, but it was still amazing to find i could play most of my repertoire. I am considering switching out of mcwilliams to paddleford or anan owens AO whatever her name is. female > male. then i dont feel like such a girly girl if i need to be emotional and whatnot.

then got distracted wanting to listen to music, came upstairs and started doing the pooh puzzle. finished all the blue part, then umma came home shortly after. 7 ish by now. more music, then decided i'd nap from 8 to 9, ended up fbing and napped from 830 when appa came home til 930. left for great mall at 945,

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE! ice cream too. man i can't get over that movie. m.i.a. paper planes. dev patel <3 freida too.

i can't sleep. i'm not sad, maybe i am hurting, but i don't know. hmmmmm. i just love my girls. talked on the phone with pauina for about 10 min today on the way home hayward ish to union city. i miss christine too, we talked this morning about evan and the temptress picture and byron. and then byron and i broke up, weird.

it's over it's over it's over!

le petit prince. the rose. the proud rose who didn't want him to see her crying.

except i'm not crying. i think i'm hiding my emotions from myself. i don't really feel anything. i just hope i don't fuck up this semester as bad as i did last. i'm sure it'll be better. i know it will be.

God is great, is that what Samil's last words are? God is good? not sure. but hm.