I posted that last entry without also concluding about Byron.
He drunk dialed last night, and tonight he texted me.
9:55 PM: Hey annually
what the hell does that mean? I was so tempted to respond with a "?" but restrained myself. talked to christine about it, and of course she told me "what good would come from you responding?" he's making it hard to ignore him. and he was the one who wanted to cut off completely. i mean, he defriended me.
sunsengneem said he seems childish. and this whole time i thought he was so mature, but yes, from seeing other people's reactions like paulina and sunsengneem, yeah. he is very mature in some aspects, but in others, childish isn't exactly the right way. he's definitely not immature. but yes. childish. like a child. always needs to get his way. demanding. childish.
i'm so glad i can move onto something better. i hope he realizes the same. i treated him so poorly, any other girl after me is going to be better for him.
gotta get up early to go walk with umma tmrw morning. and it sucks to know that i'd rather hike up mission peak in the mud with appa than walk paseo padre and get coffee with her. i just can't talk to her. i'll figure this out.
like sunsengneem said, it's so strange to reach that point in life when you start to see your parents as human and criticize them. weeeeeeeeird. i hope umma gets old enough so i stop caring like susie has.
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